Dead inside! 

Dead inside. 

I am. 

Dead inside. 

A void. Avoided. Empty. Unwhole. 

My soul. My essence, spirit, my life force, my ka

Gone. 

Pleasure. Such a word of tantalising hope. 

Tarnished. The sheen scraped off revealing the bare metal beneath.

I am. An empty vessel. 

A shade. Something lesser. 

Less of a man. 

Unfeeling yet feeling unfeeling yet feeling unfeeling. 

Just one. 

Feeling. 

Emasculated. Ripped. Torn. Reduced. 

What am I ?. 

Who am I ?. 

Dead. 

Dead inside. 

Deservingly so. 

Dead inside. 

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