I’ve thought about suicide tonight.
If only I had the courage and the strength.
I’ve had a day that I don’t want to repeat. I can’t even begin to describe the pain I am feeling both physically and emotionally. And even if I could, who cares ?.
I am powerless. I have no influence, no say. And I’m not taken seriously.
My arguments are just brushed aside. I am blind sided, set up to fail and when I try to explain matters my explanations are treated as excuses and not given fair hearing.
No matter who I turn to I feel betrayed, belittled and ignored.
I am totally alone.
